~-jyunx. i rulex my life-~

happy

2012-02-09T00:36:00.003+08:00

Collected the ring!!! It's still a little big tho.But who cares anyway.... Because finally can fit..

new toy

2012-02-06T01:06:00.001+08:00

Im bloging with my new toy!!! Note.in white!!

Its the smartest fone that i have ever used.

Now i feel like

i have the world on my finger tips

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chinese new year 2012

2012-01-26T23:14:00.002+08:00

how's my CNY?
been good..
how's the ang bao's harvest??
as usual??
this is the last time getting them??
lolx..
im not excited to know how much they are..
after all. they are gonna be banked in..
hahaha

slacked..

chinese new year's eve

2012-01-22T15:09:00.002+08:00

been long since i spend my chinese new year eve at home.
this year, been so nice!!
i am able to help out at home. from cookies, to prep of reunion dinner~!
this week has been a long and tiring week..
need to help out after work..
hahha,
but at least.. im happy!!
those long lost chinese new year feelings were found!!
i thought CNY has lost its significance to me since im working in the F&B industry...
but this 2012..
things changed!
its sooo soo sooo goood to be at home to prepare for CNY!!
tats the festive mood that i long long 4gotten..
so tired lehz.
so many things to blog.
but.. im sleepy le..
going to do my nails..
shall blog later.. =)

wah~

2012-01-12T12:12:00.002+08:00

12th days of 2012!!
so far.. things been good!!

we are more of less planing for our ROM.
hotels in mind..
1. changi village
2. the gallery
3. RE! hotel

we are thinking of buffet not the chinese dinner/lunch bcuz.. it will feel too formal.
haha. we just want a casual ROM.
too formal thingy will stress us out!!
Hhahahahh

and... sourcing for photographer le!!
had a few in mind.. but.. too expensive la..
found some1 more affordable!!

first time ever.. i walking ard wif calculator lor!!

2011 zomming by

2011-12-31T11:52:00.003+08:00

todae is the last day of 2011.

looking thru as a whole.. 2011 sux big time for me.
the very first moment of 2011, i was working like mad.
the cycle continues until august. where all those hectic workload were being dropped all together.
sept is where i found a new job. been struggling for few months.
wanted to give up. bcuz. i cant handle it.
i need time to adapt.
seriously, im not use to fit myself in that environment.
however things changed, when new colleague joined.
workload was indeed lighter!!
but.. todae she told me tat she's quitting!
OMG.. i really like her. she's super powerful in her english!!
its her confident level in english tat i lacked!!

m seriously thinking if i should leave too...
stress level too high lehz..

hahhaah

seriously, im glad that i left the F&B industry.
m enjoying too much now!! hahaha
being the 'norm'. nowadays, i tend to rot at home..
bcuz.. i dont like the mega crowds!!

another good thing i like abt 2011 is things with mr boiifren!!
2012 will definitely be more challenging for both of us~~
heheheh

planning to go back sch lehz!!
hahahaha..

2011

2011-12-26T15:27:00.002+08:00

last week of 2011!!
and i will be working 1 day for this entire week!! =)

our pre-wedding photo shoot will be taken at taiwan!! hmmmm..
that will only happens in 2013 lor!! bcuz.. we are only getting married in 2014.
we will still stick to the ROM plan, to be in MAY.
hopefully by 2014, we have a house of our own liew~~

What a day

2011-12-16T00:17:00.001+08:00

A good day for a start.

By mid day was not so good.

By evening its was shit.

At night, its great.

To the main point. I had decided to get a New mobile number. Overwrite the old one by this week

We gotten the dates from master.

If folks agree, will engaged in May.

Alternatively, September.

Worst case, 2014 lo. Haha.

Tired le.

Nights world

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Ring

2011-12-10T21:29:00.001+08:00

One of the rings!

Still crossing my fingers for Tiffany

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忍！！

2011-12-06T21:04:00.003+08:00

一定要忍。。
太可恶了！！
家里的长辈反对！！
they seems to have the mindset of need to get a flat + loads of savings
but.. somehow.. for us..
the norm will not work!!
first.. need to get a PR first, den we can apply for flat..
but.. if need to wait for him to choke up to 30k in his CPF, i think by that time.. i already 30+ liaoz.. its abt 4-5years lehz..
save for flat = renovations?
save for wedding = $$$$$ at least a 40K
so.. i think.. by that time.. im already 32yrs old?

we came up with this plan bcuz..
dad's wanna start his own biz..
he needs mr boiifren's help..
but.. it can only happen IF mr boiifren is a PR..
i think.. i will ask mr boiifren to give up this idea..
its goona be worst.. if he works for dad, wads the pay goona be like?
confirm no CPF contribution.. he must get it done himself..
like as if dad's pay for him will be high..
how to save for wedding + flat renovations + furniture? omg..
im going insane..
im goone be selfish!!

at the end of the they..
they say.. if only mr boiifren is local
if only he has savings.
den they will agree.
!@#$%

im super mad

so.. no plans to help dad in his project..
i need to cancel bcuz he is not eligible to
want him to help? wait until he gets PR lor.. SLOWLY WAIT..

mr boiifren will continue his job.. his plans - to open a biz @ malaysia..
for housing? we will get one in sg, rent it out..
and i will move to malaysia..

wootz. i think that sounds great la..

instead of thinking so many things.. to put dad's dream infront of us..
i goona abolish this thinking..

boohhoo

2011-12-04T20:42:00.002+08:00

i have been wantin to get a ring 4myself..
but.. i think.. 2011 still dint get the chance to buy it..
2012 i shall get it done!!! bye(2011) buy(2012) tiffany!!

ermm.. somehow..
mr boiifren cheat my feeling..
we went to SK to look at rings.. he say. LOOK only.. next week den buy..
den i sae.. ok lor.. look look lor.. after all, no rush..
we tired a few rings..
single diamond'ed ring - it somehow looked so damn funny on my finger..
dont know why.. the sales girl also say, dosent look good. haha
that freaking ring is abt $700 ba? i 4get already..

den i tried the other ring.. multiple small diamonds.. ehz.. it looks better la.. seriously..
so.. i decided to go for it..
while we are randomly looking 4 it..
mr boiifren asked me to marry him!!

i looked at him, and sae.. flowers?
and.. luckily, i wont able to collect the ring until 9 december..
til den.. he will need to try harder..
hahhaha

another week of rotness

2011-11-27T10:13:00.000+08:00

plain boredom

thoughts!

2011-11-21T21:08:00.002+08:00

work issues has been driving me insane for these past 2 weeks.
i swear.. my next job.. i wont want to work for a lady boss!!
its driving me super nuts!!

ok.. i admit that my ang mo isnt that fantastic tho..
im learning!!
sianz..

dont know lar..
todae.. its the most irritating dae lor..
feel like walkin outta that toopit door..
arhg

boohoo

2011-11-16T11:16:00.001+08:00

super bored..
todae is my off dae..
and i m doing nothing..
later going down to NUH~~
boring..
no life.
super duper lifeless..
wad shld i do...

Photos..

2011-11-13T02:03:00.001+08:00

Too lazy to blog. Haha.

That's the ring that i am talking about.

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Ring

2011-11-11T23:53:00.001+08:00

I know its not kinda romantic.

Not such of surprise.

Because both of us are scared of the surprise-curse. Haha.

Every time he wanna give me a surprise, something happened.

So, decide not to take any risks for the time being.

Mr boiifren asked me what types of rings i would like to have. I said anything.. Proposal ring or wedding ring.

Haha. For a moment, i am so happy that he is finally getting one proposal ring!

But. No lo. Haha. To my disappointment, he meant Wedding ring la! Haha. Faint.

Totally have no idea what to have for the wedding band.. I decided to search online! Haha

Nothing caught my attention.

So i thought that i should look for something else. And i came across Tiffany's website!

Haha. Den the norm routine of searching began.

The endin of the story is, awaits for the arrival of the ring!

Haha. Mr boiifren mentioned once the ring arrived, it will be under his care until the day he decides that it will be on my finger!

Haha. Excited lo.

Til den..

Happy 11 11 11.

Oh ya! I forget to mention.

I got a call for interview.

Next week interview lo. Haha. Super fast lehx. I just sent my resumes last night, den today i got their calls. Efficient lo.

Haha.

Nights!

i gave up

2011-11-09T11:00:00.002+08:00

i had been telling myself.. i can do it..
it drain me entirely.. in and out..
decided that..
i am not meant to enjoy those office perks..
lookin for other jobs already~~

another week~

2011-11-08T01:07:00.001+08:00

no news for my school..
most likely CMI..
no fate to be a teacher..

hurrraayyy~~

2011-11-03T01:45:00.002+08:00

first.. my day wasnt as good as the way it started..
went down to register for school.
and.. kns.. im not qualified..
the best thing was.. i had already checked wif them lor..
wasted the trip..
kns..
after den.. went to raffles city. bought my usual fav drink..
but. i think balance not enuff for one cup, they mixed ours.. and.. it tasted like... $%^.
after that.. went down to JP, to shop lor..
super buay song.. need to vent it out..
we buy a couple of things..
and..
back home.. we managed to book the flight and hotels.
yes!! holidays.. confirm.. with BOiifren~~

thoughts!

2011-10-31T01:03:00.004+08:00

ok.. its another week!! hehehe
another week that flew away so fast..
and.. finally.. i got full month's pay after soo long..
so many things tat i wanna buy..
haiz..
anways..
i just REAPPLY my passport..
hahahahaha..
its Monday again..
dont care!!
just looking forward to Tuesday and Wednesday..
bcuz.. tuesday is the shortest workiing day for me...
and wednesday is my off day
got things to get to rolling on wednesdae..
wanna go study.. wed go register..
also.. this week.. hoping to get a response from MOM.

ministry of manpower... simply bcuz...

mr boiifren and i.. decided to settle down..
but.. bcuz he's not a local..
things are not as ez for us lor..
need to seek approval for us to get married..
seeking approval from MOM is no kidding case lor..
if approved.. we need to file for marriage.. and.. den...within 3 months.. we will be engaged..
if not.. den.. wait lor.. hahaha
wanted to blog more.. but tried le..
wanna go sleep..
oh ya~~
how's my work?.. i think still ok..
hahaha..

tired~~

2011-10-26T14:57:00.002+08:00

when was my last post?. hhaha
abt 2 weeks ago..
nothing much with life..
simply looking forward to 2012.
im taking up a diploma!!
2 yrs lehz! by that time..
i already like 29yrs old!! omg.
old.. super old..
yea.. another thing to take into consideration is the school fees..
argh..
sianz..
anyways.... i think i will stick on to the current job..
its 'ez' money..
i just need to adapt to their working style..
den.. things should fall in place..
so many things been running ard... there is so much that i wanna accomplish.. but there are so many restrains...
sianz

bored

2011-10-13T07:41:00.002+08:00

no motivation with the job.. boohoo..
saw a new fone..
samsung galaxy note!!
wootz.. huge screen ehz~~

haix..
i wake up early.. so decided to blog awhile b4 preparing for work..
with the newly opened circle line,
it had made my journey a little ez'er..
shorter traveling time which means.. longer sleeping time!! hehehee
ever since mr boiifren had a new working environment..
we had lesser time together..
but... i guess..we are still ok..
still having loads of laughter...

aiyo..
i just feel like rotting on my bed

thoughts..

2011-10-10T07:51:00.002+08:00

im starting to question myself if im suitable for that job..
yea.. tat 'norm' job.. been making mistakes weekly..
argh.. small mistakes.. seems like careless mistakes...
and this is driving me crazy lehz...
im trying to fit.. im losing out...
no matter how careful i am..
something stupid will happen la..
boring to the max..
now.. im not excited at all.. abt going to work.. wearing nice clothes..
wad i know is..
phone ringings...
emails come, ring them again..
why cant they use email first? den fone...
its not productivity enuff lehz..
1 toopit fone calls will eat at least 30mins of ur time trying to explain to the parents..
argh.. and its not a one time phone can settle issue..
so many follow ups.. dying man..
haix..
dont care liew..
next yr will be taking early child hood course..
i dint like to be labelled as ADMIN assistant..
if that job was given tat name.. i wasnt interested at all..
operation executive and AA.. has a diff lor..

wah~

2011-10-04T19:56:00.002+08:00

long time dint blogged!!
ahahaha.. im bz tho~~
my job 'norm' is still okae i guess?.. hhaha
just that i need to be more fami with the info and stuffs..
2weeks into the job.. im still learning la.
hahaha..
everydae is a brand new day..
hmm.. doubt that i will be there long la.. hahaha
i need to speak good english lehz.. or.. i shld sae.. fluent..
arghh..
haiz.. sianz lor..
anyways.. looking forward to the end of DEC..
as we goona close for 1week la..
hahahah..
just in time.. hope tat mr boiifren has time to celebrate his bdae..
so many things to blog..
but..
dont know wad to..
back later i think?..

erm..

2011-09-22T18:52:00.002+08:00

second thoughts..
yes.. im having second thoughts!!..
hate myself for thinking soo much le.
ZzZ...
will.. i think.. 2012.. i will study...
hahaha.. early childhood!!
lalalala..
excited abt my new job..
anyway.. declined 2 interviews..
i find it pointless to make a trip down..

with this post..

2011-09-22T10:03:00.001+08:00

yea... with this post..
i officially announced..
im hired!!

its a new environment..
educational industry..
as an OE..

but.. im thinking abt the interview tml at starhub as a FM..
argh...

why huh

another week...

2011-09-18T23:57:00.002+08:00

another week again..
and i really wasted 6 weeks of my time doing nothing practically..
besides surfing the net to look for jobs, rotting at home, meeting frenz, eatting meals with mr boiifren, there's no anitcipation at all...
i got sick and tired..
ppl asking why i choose to give up, doing the things that i love.. i always enjoy it most..
yea.. it got my dumbfolded...
they say im foolish.. not to follow CDO... i got my reasons la..
i dont want to be gel'ed to the industry 4ever... i wanna try something new b4 ppl starts to question more.. being a norm.. should be good iszint?

my saturdae was a good one..
amazing la..
i just got the feeling to go down bugis for some praying session...
i just feel like buying a crystal pendant...
and... in the afternoon, my mobile rang.. a call for interview.. scheduled on mondae!! ^^
its a education industry.. as an OE...
the job tittle is not something far.. its something close...
just that.. enviroment change?..
and.. i need to speak good english lehz..
for the past year.. im speaking mandarin!! OMG..
andway.. tml just go there with an open heart lor?..
if i got this job..
i think.. i will need to read more english books and mags..
i got another alternative job pending...
well..
sometimes.. i really believe..
god always have something better for me..
weeks ago, i was on my depress mode..
as i being to craft something outta it..
i den realised.. who are my besties..
who are the ones that response to my situation the best..
indeed.. those few are my besties..
and those that i knew at the toopit place... who always called 'baobei'...
i had nothing from their side..
yes, i have my adeline jie and my ex manager.. 3 of us.. super bonded.. but.. i think.. good things gottta end.. our lifestyles had change over the weeks..

i appiled 35 jobs.. and i only got 1 resonse back so far..
well.. keep an open heart to see how things flows?..
as long as..
i nber sae die!! muahahahah
i need to sleep early tonight.. bcuz.. it will be a long mondae.. =p
but.. im not tired lehz..
travelling time to my destination for interview.. 1hr+ lehz.. omg..
singapore is small.. but. den again...
argh...
so tml.. green=red=orange line..

finally..

2011-09-14T01:46:00.002+08:00

yea.. finally...
got callles for interviews.. 2 calls!! BUt..
it wasnt the jobs that i applied...
1 is HSBS... insurance again..
2 is.. training and marketing executive..
ahhaa.. when i heard the job tittle.. i went blank..
how are they able to find me.. and so... wad makes them think that im suitable for the job?..
nevertheless.. i still go ahead for an interview tml..
wish me luck ar...
anyway.. i cut my finger nails short.. hope got job la..

its like.. im hunger for a new environment..
im so thirst to be in the society..
i wanna gain more knowledge...
i wanna start saving...
i wanna start to do things from where i had stopped...

after that toopot incident with mr boiifren..
we are closer den b4.. hahaha

looking at things.. i think.. i will only get my bling bling next year...
we had a small discussion with regards to 'our future'...
hahha... i dont know.. mayb mr boiifren wasnt a local... so.. there are like. damn so many points to consider lehz..
after some brain cell damaging activity...
we concluded...
if we are going to get married...
its going to be a simple affair.. cuz.. need to go MY to hold one dinner too.. zZzZZz.. thats money..
wad ever it is.. 2012.. we damn looking forward...

its 2am.. and im not tired yet... loads of things are just going roung my head..
sometimes. i just wonder...
why god dint arrange mr boiifren to appear into my life earlier?..
alot of things will change!!..

just now.. during luch or dinner time.. aunt had a talk with me... hahaha.. i cant remember already...
she was afraid that i will rather stay at MY.. yes.. i had thought of it.. i mean.. once a while go back there.. should be not bad la?..
a break free from the stressful little red dot.. life at the other side will be much simple...
haix.. well.. so much of talking and worrying also pointless... bcuz.. time will prove..
for the things that are meant to be...
living to the fullest.. living in the moment will make ur life much happier. and much colourful~~
haha.. im thinking what to wear for interview later...
really... hope to get the job..
bcuz.. its a new environment... a super new challenge...
like a stranger...

mua fault

2011-09-09T01:50:00.002+08:00

yea.. my fault.. and i send an sms to mr boiifren..
and the content of the sms?... only two repeated words.. hate u
and nothing else..
ok la.. come to it.. my fault.. the story goes..
i was at angel's pub wif ex colleagues drinking..
b4 that.. i was at NUH... and i thought of not drinking already.. cuz.. super sianz lor..
called him.. realised that he already reached home.. so.. i changed my mind..
go meet them for drink.. eunos is still nearer den bedok!!!
during the journey downward.. i bombed his fone.. cuz.. wanna meet later lor.. i hungry...
who knows he was happily sleeping already.. its only 6pm lehz... kns...
the drinking session wasa a short one lor.. we end at 930pm.. so i called him to let him know i will be there shortly.. SOON.. sooo near.. he said ok.. but den.. who knows again.. he went back to sleep..and the best part is.. my fone already dying... i sms him.. see u at down stairs.. in 10 minz time.. and.. how do i know.. he went back sleep!!!!
i reached there.. and waited lor.. and i left at 1030pm...
yea.. i went home!!! stupid right?..
cuz.. i was thinking.. since he already sleeping... den let him sleep lor.. i go back... if not he sent me back den go back again.. zZZZzz...
and guess wad.. even b4 i reached home.. he bombed my fone... he jumped up from his bed like ninja.. hahaha.. and wonders where the hell m i...
here's the thingy... i can go up.. but.. i just dont want to go up like tat.. his house no door bell de lehz... den for wad i go up, just to see him sleep??.. or wake him up and accompany me go back home?.. wad will his family think of me lehz?.. zZZzZZzz...
in his point of view.. i should just go up to his house..
in my point of view.. for wad when he's sleeping...

seriously.. i was angry...
he was asking me.. was it difficult for me to go up to his house?..
im dumbfolded..
i swear.. after that sms.. im not goona sms him anything until he sms me!!!
its like.. 2 way thingy..
den if like this. every time he come up to my house, he just ring the door bell right..
AT LEAST my house has one for ppl to ring!!!
for what he need to call me, and ask me to open door for him when usually aunt and parents are at home?..
u see.. its the same thingy tat i was doing!!!!
dont agree??..
sianz... dont mention this liaoz..
updates for my eye thingy..
doc sae i can wear contact lens.. but not for long hours.. 3-4hrs will be ok.. he sae.. slowly increase the hours...
and.. damn it.. i was there for 3 hours!! fees?.. $75.00.. ZZzZZzZzzz
he also added that.. if... *toucch wood*
if i my colourful world suddenly lost its vibrant, doubled vision...
i need to be rushed to the hospital~~~~~~
damn it..
sound serious huh?..
sianz..
2011.. such a wonderful year....

insane

2011-09-08T00:55:00.004+08:00

im going insane...
bal pay nver came.. which means.. most likely.. it will be eaten up lor?...
zzzz

and.. i haven got any calls for interview from the resumes that i had sent..
got calls la.. selling insurance lor.. f*...

im getting more depress... as i count every sun set and sun rise that i wasted, feeling excited of going to sleep cuz, when i wake up tml, my bloody fone will ring with good news... hell yea.. 'i wished'... 4weeks... 4 donkey weeks... nothing...
even the walking duck show zero interest in hiring me lehz...
wad's more when i even apply for hospital jobs..
fark it hard man...
1 month le.. and im still stuck at where i stopped..
arghhh.. im going insane..

wad happen to the employment rate!!!
-got increased lor.. hahahahhahahaha

im seriously stuck in this farked up life..
customer serivce industry...
hospitality industry...
got damn so many vacancy posted online everyday..
and i anyhow whack..
tmd.. still no response...
i still on my swayness mode or wad??..
mayb i too expensive to hire??... argh....
but.. that's my market value ehz..... 2k not high le..
now SPASS already 2k, tats b4 hidden costing ehz..
and yet companies still apply...
how can how can how can??..
i tried PA... also no response..
sometimes.. being FT advantage??..

seriously... i dont mind long hours... burnt weekends...
afterall... i dont need a normal job.. cuz.. i dont waanna be the norm..
im used to the 'crazy time table'...
worked like mad.. like as if married to my job...
living it more den more den i can imagine...

wad uncle peh say was right.. absolutely right...
when i work, i work like there's no tml...
when i slack... i slack til i nua...

god!!! tell me wad to do....
i left 3 months to mark the end of 2011..
i wan something meaningful.. exciting...wonderful..
now.. i super NO morale to look for jobs le...
feel like looking the same thing all over again..
the jobs that i applied, i still get to see their adv todae..
i really feel... sianz...

mr boiirfren bought moon cake.. from yu ren sheng!!
ginseng, long gan flavours!!! -cant wait to eat them~~~

here's something.. i cant wait to shareeee...
most probably getting hitch next year...
most likekly a simple affair..
cuz.. will need to hold the celebration 2 times.. and.. really.. pocket damaging la...
when will it be?..
will tell once geomancer give us dates... heheheheheh

its like.. 2am.. and im still jobs hunting.. sianz...
readers.. wish me luck!!...
anyway.. no mood to blog liao...

New hobby

2011-09-07T12:08:00.001+08:00

Haha. Today change nails again.gradations. I love. But i find it too heavy ar. Far see nice. Near see like Kns.

Interesting.

2011-09-06T02:35:00.001+08:00

Yuppie. I did somethin interesting by myself. My nails. Both Mani and pedi.

i feel likeleaving the damn bloody house

2011-09-05T16:05:00.002+08:00

yea.. i just feel like leaving..
its so irritating..
cant tolerate it anymore..
i used my sis lap top to play.. i got nag..
saying tht i will spoil it..
my desk top has no internet connection..
they say, i spoilt it..
i sat on the dinning hall chair with my leg on it..
they say, i will spoil it soon...

omg.. f*ed lor..
den they say.. i will need to shift out of my current room... and share the room with aunt..
wa lao..
im just so sianz..
that room is freaking hot ehz...esp during sun set time.. wall bake lor..
and.. aunt usually sleep w/o any fan..
ZZzz.
i think i know the main reason..
argh..
just think of it.. im pissed..

sadden~

2011-09-05T03:25:00.002+08:00

right.. there goes another week..
no fone calls...
gonna send in resume again...

folks said...
always play game and dont wanna look for job!! -right.. this breaks me instantly..

becuz.. last week.. mum just told me..

its okay, u will get a job soon!! u had experiences!!

u know how over the moon m i??
as first time i felt that my family is here to supprt me at my lowest...
but.. this week... yea.. only 1 week... things changed..

i think i knew why..
bcuz.. my sleeping pattern change... and now.. mr boiifren come up everydae~~
hahaa.. sad to the max..

i just told mr boiifren...
i really wish i got a job asap..
so i change take this opportunity to change my wardrobe~
seriously.. time to change the collection of clothes that i had la..
im excited.. looking forward to my new career path..
but.. the person up there.. feels that times not right yet..
haix.. speechless..
so.. later before i sleep, i must send some more!!!
i need to get a job interview by this week...
and hopefully can start ASAP..
so uncle peh will talk to me..
it appears like.. its my fault..
but..
zZZ.. sianz no mood to talk abt this liaoz..
anyway.. sianz..
now.. im looking for 'normal' working hours..but mr boiifren's new job... was like my previous!
hahah.. so.. which means... my weekends are meant for my girls!! ahhahahaha
wooooTz!
ok.. enough.. penz down.. hahah
ops..
shall cont wif my job hunting~
wish me luck!!!

<3

aiyo

2011-09-03T00:41:00.002+08:00

really sianz ehz... i happily format the computer without preparing all the necessary installation CD.. now... the toopit desk top dont have internet connection~!!~~
Wanna use the toy to blog, already done, but posting error... zzzzZZz..
so... here i am.. using sis's lappie...

i got so many things to vent it out..
but i cant now..
cuz.. privact invaded..
why huh..
recently.. i had been crazy...
my bio clock haywire liaoz..
when ppl sleep, i am awake..
when i sleep, its day time!!!
folks keep asking me to sleep.. but i just cant sleep at night...
sianz.
another thing is.. i had been sending out resumes..
but.. but.. NONE called la....
got 1 call.. but he asked me why i left the previous company..
ahahaha..haix..
really wish to have a job ASAP la..
cuz... lately, uncle peh like.. never talk to me lehz... ignoring me..
haiz.. i tried to talk to him liaoz... but he still ...
arghh~~ wads wrong with the family man~~~

lucky, this month i will still have pay lor... not much la.. 1 week de pay only~
goona use that money to clear my HP bills first.. insurance later ba..
but next month will be xiong la.. $800 lehz!!

anyway, mr boiifren is changing his job next month...
which means.. i need to settle down if a better job!! bcuz... there will be some difference with the current and to be income..

ok... what i had been doing?
rot at home lor..
play game using my toy... play like kena addicted liaoz lor..
i d/l the free version, i got hooked, and purchased the full version.. muHAhahaha
wads the name of the game??
myth defense
hahhaah.. cool game... so challenging~~~
its late liew..
i really getting more restless as each day pass..
dear god.. i just need 1 job...
1 chance from a different industry also so difficult mehz...
argh~~~
nightz world...

speechless

2011-08-22T23:19:00.000+08:00

simply feeling mood-less..
todae just feel like shit..
super down..

haikx

2011-08-20T13:12:00.000+08:00

so boring~~
anyway parents came back from their 2 weeks Europe trip~~
and they bought a long champ bag + watch for me~~
hahaha

Little door

2011-08-16T17:30:00.001+08:00

Been almost two weeks after the incident. Honestly, i am super much affected by it la. Been plunged deep down to bottom. I was blaming them. And myself. For being to foolish. Like wad fish said.
Haiz. Wad happened can't restart. Wad to do. Accept it lor.
Yes, i had some offers. All about the industry t.at i loved, now super no feel.
I had sent resumes. Phone yet to ring.
Hope got good news la.
Went shopping. Bought some clothes!
Can't remember when was the last time that i had shop, other than Chinese new year, seriously- none!
So i decided to get it done.
Mr boifrenz was in shock when i said i wanna go shopping. Haha.
Now... I am carving for gong cha!
Haha.

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boring

2011-08-13T14:13:00.001+08:00

really hate the month of aug..
how many bad news to come?.
ZzZzz

anyway.. still feels good la..
bcuz.. got mr boiifrennx!!

boring

2011-08-08T13:06:00.001+08:00

i sent an email to my direct superior..
hehehehe
i dont care la..
bcuz.. fish (OM) makes my blood boils!!

Worries.wonders

2011-08-06T16:21:00.001+08:00

I don't know. Zzz. Why.
Things turn out to be not the way it should be. Feel so zzz.
Feel like watching a sad movie to cry all out

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hit rock bottom

2011-08-06T11:29:00.000+08:00

yeap.. really low.. i hit the rock bottom of my life..

*hugs* wld really help..

Thoughts

2011-07-27T08:53:00.001+08:00

Hmmm.. Guess where m i now? On the way to work. In the train. It has been ages since i ever look train to work. My ez link card value still haven use finish lo. Since April? Haha. Horrible- the only word to describe me. Always taking cab. Haha. No comments. Maybe my body is telling me that i should change job already. I tired to screw things up, but got saved. Zzz. Why huh. Maybe.. Lucky? Haha. But how long can my luck last? Hmmm. Not sure la. Haha.
Anyway, another stupid thing that makes me go mad- issues at home.
I have 4 off in lieu. This week manage to clear two. Staying at home to do my things also cannot. Work too long, parents nag.
Rest too long, parents nag.
Reached home early, they thought i mc.
Reached home too late, they thought i go out play.
Work like mad, so tired. At the end of the day, really wanna take cab lo. Haha. Zzz. Sian.
Loads of things going thru my head la. Speechless.
Today, i tied hair. Haha. Look like student lo. Zzz.
K la. Shall stop blogin.
Till then,
Tata

sick

2011-07-15T11:32:00.002+08:00

boring.. after no proper rest for 1 month plus, i am down!!!
and my sicky germs got multiply..
passed the virus to the entire team..
they recovered, but i m not yet!! in fact, getting worst la..
from cough to fever, and now, flu...
feel like Zzz ehz..
feel like vomiting!!
no mood to eat.. ystd i run the show wif one colleague.. zzzz
almost die.. i sms lao da.. i die until cannot die le..
i dint know i am so 'well-known' by ppl @ HQ.. zzz
anyway.. my cbox is unlocked..
and.. later mr hing sae he bringing me to see doc~~

Wondering.

2011-07-11T01:25:00.001+08:00

Soon, i am 1 at the current work place. Colleagues say i am the youngest, and i last the longest. Haha. Kns.. They really think i don't want to run away? Its because i got a good superior, and i want to learn from him how to set up a food outlet. So next time i can depend myself to do set up. Experience is priceless lor. No choice but i need to learn thru the hard way. Indeed manager say i am always so lucky. But den again, how long can my luck last? I not sure lehx.
Lately there two new big shot in the house la. One is operations manager, another one is FB manager. Both had the same feedback towards me. Yea. Really make me very Sian. Sian to the max.
Do i really look like a children?
Don't i aged? Why huh.
I don't mind hard work. Just don't make me work like a gong gong can le.

They wanted to transfer me out. But, where can they put me?
Changi? Or republic poly? Zzz.x
Both i also don't want la. Just want to follow my Lao da to learn Ar many things from him as possible. These 4 months, really thanks them for not letting me go. Indeed i had learnt many things! Haha. Of course, i grew stronger but not mighty yet la. Haha.

Looking forward to my best frenz engagement party.
Haha.
Anyway. Bed time.
TaTa world.

Missed

2011-06-30T13:33:00.001+08:00

Been away for a month. Haha.
Busy with work
No major big bday celebration too.
Many things at work happened for last few weeks.
Manager de father passed away a day before my bday. That resulted of my leave to be cancelled. I only off once this month Ehx. Super tired.
Very sleepy tho just class.
Can doze off instantly. Haha.
Just now i have tons of things in my head. But now, all went blank. Don't know what to write le. Haha.

Wow

2011-06-30T10:15:00.001+08:00

Haha. After so long, i am back. Haha. Now on course. Hmmm. Back later!

miss those days

2011-05-23T04:00:00.001+08:00

Recently both of us are so damn busy with each others work that we simply got no time to squeeze out! I'm on two weeks mid shift and Mr hing is on Mmmmmmoooorrrnning shift. Zzz. Time clashes to the max! Really miss those days that I pop by his work place before I go work. Ibid. Lately been taking cab to work. Tmd. So tired. Every day 13 hours of work. Zzz. More to come lor. I am thinkin to stay or not lehx. Confirm promotion if I change to smaller outlet. But I scared I cannot make it la. Zzz. And what's more when I don't even have time for myself. Boring. Haha. Looking at the time, I should be sleeping la. But can't sleep. Ate too much just now at the outlet. Haha. Anyway. Shall try to sleep la. Super long day lor.

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'+.,LOVE U,.+'
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good start.

2011-05-11T13:00:00.001+08:00

Boring. Got new trainees to train. For the time being, the outlet is over staff! But two weeks later back to under staffing again. Why huh. Zzz. Don't understand what the company is thinking. Zzz. Yesterday, my Lao Da say, I am too playful. I will not have respect from them. Zzz. Sad. He said no weakness is that I do not know how to draw a line. Ok. Its high time for me to change le. How? Zzz. I am on my way for work. Just super no mood to work lor. Bringing my two shadows. Tired lor.

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happy!!

2011-05-05T05:37:00.001+08:00

we are one todae!!
it was like being together for years!!
hehehehe

<3

boos at work

2011-04-29T11:20:00.001+08:00

yea man.. still feelings boos..
kena stuns..
pissed..

hmm...

2011-04-28T10:59:00.002+08:00

stoned!! really.. dont wanna go work..
super no mood..
but.. still must face it right?..
todae.. confirm got many many stories to hear de la..
hahahhaa..
ZZzZzZzz..

i think i shld put my schedule at the door there lor..
off or not, my fone always ring like nobody biz like tat..
boring boring..
hahaha

thoughts..

2011-04-27T13:26:00.003+08:00

i had thoughts of leaving the present company... bcuz.. i feel like shit.. hahahaha
but.. i am really.. thirst for knowledge!!
the current manager in house, i indeed learn a lot of things..
from an OE to AM, 3months.. exactly 3months... indeed cherish this opportunity la..
sometimes.. i hate it.. and i made things up-side down!!..
thinking tat they will treat me to cutter fish ehz..
but.. they dint.. not even a warning letter.. hhahahahaha
i very lucky right?..
i really wanna learn the ropes.. i wanna know inside out..
bcuz.. i wanna open a cafe.. i need all these experience..
i trust no one.. seriously..
hahahah
internal news.. i of course knew... and i see it coming..
they will leave.. bcuz. they had mountains on their backs..
but i had none..
yes, i m drained everydae @ work...
but i enjoying it la.. i always enjoy being together wif them..
but.. something just pissed me off..
hahaha. its him..
mayb he just shldnt be in the place at all..
hahahahahaha

ok la.. ok la.. i just.. stop blogging abt work....
i wannna study!!
dont know what to study ehz... boring.. wasted a year doing nothing le..
=(
good news!! mr hing had his pay increased!!!
when will it be mine?
haix...
anyway.. due to unfairness... i m taking leave!! hahaha.. just to be at home doing nothing!~!!
angry!! hahahaahaa

i need to get back my life la..
april is ending.. but..wtf i had done..
seriously.. nothing lor..

i had search for jobs!!.. but none caught my attention la..
lol..
boring.. boring.. i need to buy crystal pendant.. bcuz. the previous one dropped.chipped!! =(
next month.. me and mr hing turn... 1.. lOlx.. yuppieeeeee

Pissed and boring.

2011-04-16T13:15:00.001+08:00

I am trying not to blog so much about work related issues. But today, I think I am bursting. Really felt like there is only 3 people in the team instead of 5. Pissed. No matter what time I work, my phone will start to ring in the morning, til wee morning. Worst is tenants had already abusing the advantage of having my number. They just like to call whenever little things happened. Even they know I am busy. I'm having too much responsibility on my shoulders that seriously make it so heavy. At times I wish to vent it out. Trying to be fair, I don't vent out to others. But I show it by not picking up phone calls. Its making me sick and tired. Yes I prefer sms. Hate those people who simply bombed your phone. Zzz. When they are taking things for granted, had they ever asked themselves, if I never entertained them, they scold me the next moment they saw me. Today I need to do some shopping before reaching office. Buying light bulbs, batteries, containers. I don't even do this at home! When I inform them I will be late, they asked why can't I left house early. Kns. I work 12 hours a day lehx. Like I am robot! They don't even treat me like a girl. Don't deserve this. Because I am just not so girly. They can judge me this way. Zzz. Enduring. Not sure when I will burst out at them.

Ok. Now enough of bad things.
Good things? April ending! Haha. Looking forward for changes.
Zzz. Already bought light bulbs and batteries. I still need to go China town. Zzz.

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tired.

2011-04-04T13:42:00.001+08:00

可能是忙了很久.很累.好想停下来, 忙到朋友都离我好远.哈哈. 忙到家里人都觉得我好累.
仔细想想, 真的. 在口福, 我是学了很多东西,但我也失去了东西. 一直以来我好讨厌这样的生活. 没有意义了. 没有自已的私人空间. 是啊. 是个副经理. 好多人觉得我比男人强. 但是, 我觉得好渺小. 好难做好人. 坏人更难. 可能我好欺负. 东西都放在手里. 弄到底,我自己累. 好想跳出这个魔掌!

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boowooo

2011-03-21T17:29:00.003+08:00

hahaa.. again.. missed blogging..
still the same la..
work getting bz'ier..
SPASS pay gotta increase.. f*man..
super sianz.. why huh..
better for me to take SPASS!!
humpf!!

anyway any updates?
nahz.. not much at the moment..
getting married? not in the list yet.
bcuz... its not ez for us to get la..
hahaa

recently, mr peh is making me mad..
dont understand..
to avoid war..
im basically not at home when he's at home!!
hahahahaaa
even if i finish work early, i still wont be home early.
bcuz wont get to listen to his nags...

marriage on the cards

2011-03-04T13:10:00.001+08:00

I definitely dint see it coming. And suddenly the thought of having a house to myself excites me, but not when knowing that there's more to come. Uncle Peh ask us to apply for a 4 room flat. And realised that there's a minimum income la. Looking at where are we now, guess it will took us few years before we are there. Yes I am excited about the place tat we are going to call it our home. But, some how the process is scary. Haha. Mr hing is very happy. Because uncle Peh already confirm him? Haha.

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boowooo

2011-02-27T01:03:00.002+08:00

lesser time to blog.. bcuz.. lazy to blog?
hahaha.. i simply have lesser time for myself la..

hmmm.. work?.. getting lazy.no morale.bored.
cant be bothered la.
news of me resigning, spreading real fast..
todae, lady boss came down to the outlet, and talk to me..
she just found out im leaving..
asking me to stay.. i know the real reason behind, bcuz..
desperate needing the locals ar..
im thinking.. having second thoughts..
dont know..
hahahaa

mayb.. requesting for transfer?? >
bcuz of work, had an quarrel with mr hing..
real bad one..
he got so angry, tat he wanted to walk out..
initially todae, im on half day, which is, worked til 2pm... but i worked whole shift again..
pissing him off..
hahaha
boohoo..
anyway..
i got my belated vday gift.
EOS D400!
not the latest... but stil happy!!

busy.

2011-02-16T13:00:00.001+08:00

Been busy at work. Management made a decision to transfer some staffs out. Their agenda is to increase productivity. but they had forgotten that we are merely human beings not robots. It make not make any sense la. All of us will be drained out in no time. Anyway, I already looking forward to my last day.

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Chinese new year

2011-02-05T10:13:00.001+08:00

2011 I had my worst cny this year. I got totally no time for my family. Missed two reunion dinner. I think today. Will missed it again with my frenzy. Tired Ar. Why huh. Is not I got no life. I can't leave my team dying in the crowd. Last two days, sales was good. Boss anticipated that, but we got none extra manpower. Boring. Why huh. They say we are useless, so they let us rot ourselves? Zzz. This outlet is the biggest so far. But why so unfair to us. No one say good job. They say we should be busy. Ar. Eat Shit. Big boss can celebrate cny. But why we can't. Zzz. So wad got ang pao. I rather want time for myself and my frenzy or my family. Promise. Extra cny, you won't caught me working!

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blog

2011-02-01T03:01:00.001+08:00

Guess it had been ages tat I blog at this time. Haha. Simply because, I am at work. Working mid night these few nights. More to come. Zzz. Any way. I think I must feel happy because I am poached! Haha. Mr hing encourage me to go ahead. But I am worried thatI cannot perform well. Zzz. Chinese new year, I am working. Haven buy new year clothes! Need to collect passport lo. Boring

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boring

2011-01-26T11:33:00.002+08:00

I wish to throw my toy la. So I won't get calls tat will disturb my sleep! Zzz

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finally!!

2011-01-25T12:00:00.002+08:00

yea! finally on afternoon shift la.. need to prepare for work too!
got sick again.
anyway.. work is getting outta hand.

hahaha! looking 4ward to chinese new year? i doubt so! hahahaa
working during CNY!!
why huh!
i really need to change job asap le lor..
mr hing was upset with my job already.. super long hours.. 16hrs of work ehz!!
hahaha.. boohoo..
thinking lor..
hahaha..

zzz.

2011-01-19T08:20:00.001+08:00

Well. Nothing has been changed much. Days and night are getting shorter. Getting busier. New guy in the house, killing me lor.. Haha. Anyway, I collected my new spec.. Passport still yet to collect. Like no time to do. Haha. Or I just say, lazy la. Haha. Anyway. Work soon. What is on my mind?I want to sleep!

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Mr hing

2011-01-11T02:31:00.001+08:00

I really wished that you are always here for me.

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good Mmmmmmoooorrrnning.

2011-01-10T06:22:00.001+08:00

As usual using my toy to blog. Haha. Yesterday took leave to accompany Mr hing. I spent like nobody business lo. My new pair of specs cost me near to 900 Ehx! Bought new heels for work. Two new pair of pants for work too. Haha. Wad I had earn for a month, I spent it in one day! Oh ya. Increment never came! Zzz. Got cheated la. Boring lo. Working hours increased. This week I am on night shift. End work at 2am, but I will be starting at 4pm. Haha. Anyway, looking forward to Chinese new year. I got ang pao for folks at home. First time giving to three of them. Mr hing help me sponsor too. Haha. Lucky lo. If not I confirm super broke. Reaching work place soon! Early Morning train still the best la. Haha

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finally!!

2011-01-05T15:00:00.004+08:00

manage to take 2 days of AL!
hahah.. my purpose is to.. use it to sleep la~
hahaha..
it was meant to celebrate post mr hing's bdae de!
but.. still dint make it.
anyway.. postpone!! to this sundae!!
ahahhaa

ok.. in this 2011...
1. i wanna enroll for an course!!
service related de la.
hahaha
2. change job!
bcuz.. this job kills all my time..
3. save money.
to go short holiday trips wif mr hing
4. face lift my room.
of course, on my expenses!
5.keep long hair.
been saying for 2yrs, but it was getting shorter.
6.catch up wif my besties!
missing them too much..
7.engaged an geomancer!
hahaha... i need all this...
8.lasik.
really wanna get it done.. i need courage!
9. im getting a new specz
10. passport!! renew it ASAP
so we can book our holiday to HKG!
lalalalala
11. get another tattoo!
XD hahaha..

oh ya!! did i mention tat 2011, started off it amazing??
bcuz, the team broke our record, and we set it to another height!!
forsee fat fat bonzie for the second half of the year!!

happy new year!

2011-01-01T07:19:00.001+08:00

To start, its amazing and tired. We did up to expected. But they want more. And I had worked 16hours. Now only I am on my way home. Kns. Hungry and tired. Later need to reach at 2. How m I gonna sleep..can't wait for my leave.

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last day of the year

2010-12-31T12:08:00.001+08:00

Alright, the last day of 2010. Besides thinking about work, being worried that we can't cope, nothing else is in my tiny brain. Simply stressed. Resolutions will be out soon! Anyway, I am still lying on my bed. Haha

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2010...

2010-12-29T14:03:00.002+08:00

todae.. off dae lor..
hahahhahahaa..
well..
2010.. shiok.
still the same.. ups and downz..
tats wad u call experiencing life huh..
the adult world.. cruel and its.. real life caming..
no retake.. the camera just.. keep rolling.. til the dae, u gave up... or stoped..

well well.. 2010, too short!!
from the begining til now, it seems like months..
bad things?.. nahz.. dont mention la.
dun wanna keep those unwanted..
just wanna plant it under the tree, and let it rot. hahahaha...

good things!!
tattoo'ed and got nagged
hong kong'ed wif crystal!!
changed job!
bully mr hing!
promotion!
amazing xmas!!

hhahahaa..
we hold the record in SG!
wow! and this NY eve, we goona rewrite history!!
we must!

yea, im not happy having my fone to ring like mad 6days a week...
but, i am happy in my environment!
tenants are good towards me..
mayb? haha.. bcuz.. im anti cabinet.
i dont know...
they gave me chocz, sweets, and.. banana!!
lOLx.. one mysteri.. i dont know who, gave me flowers!!
which i thought was mr hing...
hahahah..
dang..

well..
2011.. my resolutions?!!
i m still thinking!
hahahahaha..
need to do some shopping, den go office! zZzZZzz

Haha

2010-12-21T03:19:00.001+08:00

Ok. Using my toy to blog again. At this time.. I am rotting on my bed. Just reached home not long ago. Need to force myself to sleep. Cause I am on 7am shift. Fish right. Tat s o can go back late de ok! Haha. Dying la. Tired. Zzz.

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cab

2010-12-15T08:05:00.001+08:00

Lately I had been cabbing to work. Stupid management plan the man power like Shit. So far, I dint go back on time, which is 5pm! Early morning 7am must reach. How to wake up when I always go back at night, 9 or 10 pm. Shit Ehx. Endure! Maybe falling soon

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Haha.

2010-12-11T07:03:00.001+08:00

Mmmmmmoooorrrnning. Just feel like sayin.

I hate you to the core

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again

2010-12-10T08:50:00.001+08:00

I am bloggin while on my way to work. Yesterday I made up my mind. Just tired of nagging tat folks had for me for this job. Further more, boss failed to deliver wad he told me. Earning the lowest among the department. Dying la. Seriously. Haha.

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on the way

2010-12-06T09:04:00.001+08:00

I am on my way for work. And I am just super tired. I want to leave. They didn't promise wad they deliver to me. My promotion dint come still. Among all, my pay is the lowest, but I never work less den them ok. Haha. Now I am in a very awkward position. The lowest pay among the group. But people are treating me like an am. Shit la. Ha. Just no mood to work le. Boring to the max. Really wanna change job. No more FB le!

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can't wait

2010-11-28T23:07:00.001+08:00

Tuesday will be the grand opening! Do watch the news! Rasapura masters

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good Mmmmmmoooorrrnning!

2010-11-25T07:23:00.001+08:00

First time after so long, I blog-ed at this hour. Yea. I'm in the morning train. So pack! So cold. And people in the train are coughing one by one. Zzz. I don't like. Anyway, boss already say these few weeks NO OFF DAYS. Expected la. Team of 6, running a mega minded food court, this is definitely insane! One SOM, two AM, three OE! 24/7 for some Stalls. Dying lor. Worst has yet to come. Haha. My hero has damm high expectation about his baby and who's gonna be in the team. Ha. Just like a big kid, I choose who to play with me. Haha. He don't explain much. We just follow his, and execute. Ok. Wad is new was the walkie. We only.got 5!!! Damm. Mr dad say we need to use it today.watt today ONLY me on the floor. One colleague on course, one working mid night, two managers meeting. Ehx. Why they so put heart de? I am worried at times if I can't perform to their standard. Ok la. Should stop this entry. About to reach work place soon! Til den, don't miss me! Lol

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omg

2010-11-22T23:26:00.001+08:00

Omg! Because time is running. 1st Dec I'm confirm? Haha.hopefully lor. Anyway I am gonna be super busy from now til next year as the food court gonna be up and ready next week. Lookin forward lor. Nightmare lor? Haha. Sweet night mare. This gonna be a huge mile stone for me. Okay so tired. Shall go sleep! Night blogIe

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saturday

2010-11-21T00:14:00.002+08:00

nothing special.. bcuz its work.
hahahaa..
run the shift..
not enuff cleaners.. $%&(
anyway.. not using them when the new place is up and ready..
im confused with my current work position..
ops execu.
pay like ..
work like am..

my am..
work like an som.. lolx.
pay like..

why hhuuhhhhuhuhuh

ok.. im waiting for mr hing to come my house.. den we go eat..
MAC!
lalalalaa

love

2010-11-20T03:37:00.002+08:00

2010 with weeks left, I am counting down. My crew feedback to me tat I look young, but I gave them a feeling tat I'm old. Ok ok. Mature. Those xiao mei mei simply chat with me about anything. I'm happy yet worried. I don't know la. I want to be respected not feared. Any way.. Two weeks! I had been cabbing lor. Love also. Just love the way he always use his heart to treat me. Haha. 2011 first thing to look forward, love birthday! Die lor. I still got many many things on hand tat I need to get it done. K la. Shall stop here. Bed time. Good night! Haha. or I should say good Mmmmmmoooorrrnning?

2010.. A new phrase. Running a food court is not easy. Jiayou!

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lolx

2010-11-19T10:05:00.002+08:00

i wasnt been blogging...
cuz..
bz..tired..
and the internet connection at my house sux.. so i dint even use my toy to blog..
lolx..
lazy le?

mayb..
ystd.. i was there for the monthly FCM meeting..
and i feel like..
kinda.. shit..
eyes are on mbs..
haikx..

011210..
due to open..
rasapura masters..

tired

2010-11-10T23:06:00.002+08:00

Finally I feel it. The stress. Right. Setting up something is not easy. I'm being drained. Sometimes I wonder, wad do I get in return? Nothing.. Really like as if, things should be this way. Assistant manager in name. It bare so much responsibility tat comes along the way. Longer working hours. No off days. Die. Haha. I'm excited about the new food court. It will be in the news. Gotta make it big. On the other hand, I'm just scared. Haha. I'm on my way home, in the train and the feeling tat I got is so overwhelming tat I lot the urge to blog. Lol. Please, can someone tell me wad I can do? When people around me are calculatIve. I am swallowing all this unfair judgment and treatment. Haha. Lucky I still got Mr hing on my back. January I really wanna be outta this sunny island with him. Just for his birthday. I hope can lor.

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work.

2010-11-07T23:16:00.001+08:00

With this blogin of this post. I am in the bus.. A long journey back home alone.. I thinking about random things. All with regards to work. And I'm felt tat I'm outta the game soon. How? I am seeking for an answer. Thirst and hunger for knowledge and answer. I won't ask my boss if I am able to go back early because my leg is painful. Shit lor. I was wearing heels. Worst lor. They cloaked alternate 12 or 10 hours. Whereas, I'm there 12 to 15 hours. Now is way before I am confirmed. I am still same with them. Wad could be more Shit when I know their pay is far more den mine? Shit. I don't know Ar. Maybe I should just throw things to them. And I shall wait for updates. Just simply sick and tired.

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Overloaded

2010-11-03T02:16:00.003+08:00

yea.. overloaded soon..
im still pushing myself..
as... i still dont know my limit..

011210.. grand opening..
301110.. soft opening..

one chance..
make it!..

im still waiting for tat bloody memo argh..

actually, im lookin forward to the new phrase..
but.. on the other hand, i am worried..
tat.. i cant control..
im learning still..

tml got meeting..
the marterials are almost ready! hhahahaaa

mayb my expectations are high..

boring

2010-10-29T00:41:00.001+08:00

Boring about Mr hing at work colleagues. I think they got nothing better to do. Just like a bitch. No much comments Ar. Lazy to comment about them too. My work load is increasing.. Have to see it coming. Save me!

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MOrning!

2010-10-24T05:29:00.002+08:00

hahahaha.. 530am! yea.. im awake.. gooona prepare for work.
seriously, loads of things need to follow up.
and.. i feel kinda abit stress.
i feel like a nagger..

i dun know.
i just wan a perfect floor every time.
hahahah..

tats goona be my challenge!

ok i know

2010-10-23T02:26:00.001+08:00

i shld be sleeping..
but tons of things are in my head..
dangs..

i wished for that..
but im afraid tat i cant...

=)

2010-10-20T09:39:00.001+08:00

good news and bad news!

promotion is coming my way,
and i have to show them im worth!
so..
i guess, i will have more time for work, less time for myself.

wad's my new tittle?
training assistant outlet manager!
i only have 1 month!
jiayou!

oh ya.. 191010 was my confirmed staff date..
and at night, they told me the news.
kinda coOl.
XD

random

2010-10-18T00:53:00.001+08:00

anyway.. i think my.. bloggie got spam!! so..
mayb.. bloggie to close? ha!

work-? been good! bz bz bz bz..
still learning la. excited abt the new site..
and.. more colleagues!

and?..

still love mr hing still!
hahahahaha

bcuz.. he said... i dun love him..
XD

haha~

2010-10-14T00:11:00.003+08:00

back from holidays~!
101010 was my sis big dae..
kinda bz.tired.
ha!

and now.. officially,
i have the whole damn room to myself!!

more things to look forward to the current bed room la..
anyway..
after tat very night, i was ouutta town!!
hehehe
a short break ar.. i really needed one!!!
before me and mr hing got jammmed up wif our work again..
photos? all in his fone ehz!!

love

2010-10-06T00:48:00.001+08:00

Deep fried mars. So sinful but i simply love it. Haha. I dun know. Every month we got disagreement de lo. But still ok la.. Angry for awhile only. I am so tired.

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super tired

2010-09-30T22:54:00.001+08:00

Haha. I am blogin this using my toy. And. I am in the train on my way back home. Sleepy. Tired. Boring. Loads of things are running in my head. Dun know wad to say ar. Just hope tat i am home the very next moment. I dun like this crowded and noisy train.

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tired

2010-09-28T08:06:00.003+08:00

im somehow tired of being in the customer service line..
im somehow sad... to know some things tat i shldnt need to know..
it feels so sux..

im a degree grad!!
im in the FnB line for years?
im in the service line for years!!

why?..

i shld just change my environment..
i need to b outta my comfort zone

哈哈.

2010-09-26T01:47:00.001+08:00

今天很有feel来用华文. 不知道为什么. 哈哈. 工作,开始沉重了. 但是, 很开心. 因为同事都好好的. 事业慢慢的..起步. 我也问了自己,这时的我,需要什么.想要什么.
其实.今年..我觉得我又成长了一些些.
本性开始收练了. 开始会想得远一点.
活在当下, 要快乐.
好啦.不早了. 要睡觉了.
不然会被骂的噢.

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Mmmmmmoooorrrnning

2010-09-25T09:41:00.001+08:00

I feel so boring. I hate the feeling of privacy being invaded.
This lead to small disagreement we had last night. I dun like. I still prefer go control of my life.

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tired

2010-09-24T23:50:00.001+08:00

ok. i am lying on my bed with my toy blogin this post. finally, its coming to the week end again. two more weeks and my sis will be leading a new chapter of her life. Haha. cool man! i got so much things to pen down, but i am just plain laziness lor. after bathing i go sleep le o.
Haha.a blurry photo. and way. . i miss my life. my life tat i always so carefree. now i am like.. married to my job. stress.

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love!

2010-09-16T23:40:00.001+08:00

my love. my comfort food

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2010-09-16T23:07:00.001+08:00

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lazy

2010-09-15T23:20:00.001+08:00

once again, i am using my phone via wi fi to blog. Haha. Mr hing is helping me to play my Facebook while i am lying on my bed preparing to drift to dream land. Haha. this boy makes me hearts him more. Haha. now we found our new eating place. Thai express. there houses Mr hing favourite dish. and mine too! Haha. right. bed time! so tired. love u man

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boring!

2010-09-13T17:17:00.001+08:00

its another week..
mondae..
and im on night shift...
after tat.. im on morning shift..
but mr hing.. is on afternoon shift!
dang~~

*~-jyunx. i rulex my life-~*

happy

new toy

chinese new year 2012

chinese new year's eve

wah~

2011 zomming by

2011

What a day

Ring

忍！！

boohhoo

another week of rotness

thoughts!

boohoo

Photos..

Ring

i gave up

another week~

hurrraayyy~~

thoughts!

tired~~

bored

thoughts..

wah~

erm..

with this post..

another week...

finally..

mua fault

insane

New hobby

Interesting.

i feel likeleaving the damn bloody house

sadden~

aiyo

speechless

haikx

Little door

boring

boring

Worries.wonders

hit rock bottom

Thoughts

sick

Wondering.

Missed

Wow

miss those days

good start.

happy!!

boos at work

hmm...

thoughts..

Pissed and boring.

tired.

boowooo

marriage on the cards

boowooo

busy.

Chinese new year

blog

boring

finally!!

zzz.

Mr hing

good Mmmmmmoooorrrnning.

finally!!

happy new year!

last day of the year

2010...

Haha

cab

Haha.

again

on the way

can't wait

good Mmmmmmoooorrrnning!

omg

saturday

~-jyunx. i rulex my life-~